Gas Station Debacle

I went to the gas station on KK and Howard even though their pumps are really slow and my tank was nearly empty. It was going unbelievably slow so I waited in my car. I was watching the readout when I saw it was over 10 gallons. Understanding my tank is 10 gallons I got out and, big surprise, the gas was overflowing all over the ground. Last time I go to that gas station. I thought better of it in advance but against my better judgement still went there.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Earth’s Magnetosphere is Evidence of a Higher Power

The fact that the Earth’s magnetosphere is necessary to protect our atmosphere from the sun’s harmful radiation is evidence that the Universe is designed to sustain life. It is designed with a purpose in mind. Does this hint at a higher power? Whether you choose to believe in God or not, there are some things we just cannot know. It is not going to hurt anything to believe in God so if it makes you feel better go ahead and believe it. I personally do believe in God. Enough coincidences at some point become evidence. The delicate balance of life on our planet is evidence that it was designed to happen.

Mars is too small to have sustained it’s protective magnetosphere and lost it’s atmosphere once it lost it’s magnetosphere. It’s mass and gravity were too small to sustain the magnetosphere and retain it’s atmosphere. Earth’s moon is slowly moving away from the Earth due to gravitational effects so maybe some day it will collide with Mars and give it some more mass in the far off future. That may be unlikely but it is just a thought I had that I thought was interesting.

Whether you choose to believe in God or not, there are some things we just cannot know. It is not going to hurt anything to believe in God so if it makes you feel better go ahead and believe it. I personally do believe in God. Enough coincidences at some point become evidence. The delicate balance of life on our planet is evidence that it was designed to happen.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

A Heightened State of Paranoia

A heightened state of paranoia.
If it wasn’t bad enough before.
The cops follow me around.
If I walk outside my door.
Alone in the street at night.
Who will I make ill?
It is such an odd sight.
When it’s peaceful, quiet, and still.

Don’t question the response.
Panic setting in.
Everyone locked in step.
Everyone staying in.

Do not obstruct the bus.
Get on board right now.
Step in line you idiot.
The time to ride is now.

Shutting down the economy.
Which was thriving so happily.
Maybe will cure us finally.
Of corporate piggery.

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Job Hunting Full-Time

I have left my job at Amazon Fulfillment Center to focus on my job search full-time. Working 10.5 hour night shifts at Amazon and searching for jobs, taking phone calls, and going to interviews during the day is simply not feasible. I am too exhausted after work and I would need to sleep all day. I want to get back on day shifts so this puts me back to days and gives me the opportunity to look for work full-time. I am confident I will be back to work very soon. I already have an interview scheduled for Wednesday that I am very excited about.

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , | Leave a comment

Watching for Signs

Watching for signs
Keeping in mind
The final destination

Want to be happy
Life not to be crappy
Need some concentration

God will help out
God will come through
For me and also for you

It’s in his hands
The time will fly by
Like clouds passing through the sky

Changes will come
That cannot be undone
Forever wherever we run

Into the sun
Into the night
Please God deliver us from fright

Give us wisdom
And peace of mind
And most of all we should be kind

Let’s make the world
A better place
And not another disgrace

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment

Bad Situation

Do not get me wrong it was a bad situation
Now I must be strong it was a bad situation
So they let me go well at least I’m on vacation
Freedom, peace of mind, and a little meditation

Cannot tolerate abuse
So they must cut me loose
Cannot handle the truth
So end it all what’s the use?

People they come to me
With other opportunities
To be who I want to be
Use my creativity

Positive I will think
Ignoring that I’m on the brink
Change can take some time
Retain my peace of mind

So they let me go it was a bad situation
Rocked me to and fro’ it was a bad situation
Kicked me out the do’ a step in the right direction
Won’t see them no mo’ it was a bad situation

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | 1 Comment

The Meaning of Life. Right and Wrong.

The Meaning of Life. Right and Wrong.

We live in a dream.
An ethereal place.
A mysterious orb.
Floating in space.

Fish in the sea.
Do not notice the water.
Nor do we see.
The space we are under.

We have the capacity.
For right and wrong.
Which hints there is meaning.
In life to belong.

A judgement is coming.
Religion would have us.
Believe at the end.
It will be upon us.

Perhaps there is truth.
To this concept, this vision.
That when we are gone.
It will be unhidden.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

The Pool of Life

Sometimes I think that life is just a dream
Some day we’ll wake up and wonder what it meant
All the time we have spent wondering wandering
Where it went..

Do we remain intact after we die
Or go back into the energy pool there to reside
Perhaps to emerge in another incarnation
Or maybe remain ethereal in a spiritual domain
Our consciousness we retain?
Or are we just integrated back into the pool of life?

All the energy in the universe of which we are a part
From whence we came
The physical from the spiritual
The essence of existence.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Isolationism

If there is a doctrine to describe our society, perhaps more than Capitalism it is Isolationism.

We keep apart from each other, keep people at a distance.
We live in houses, homes, and apart-ments.
We come up with any possible excuse to ostracize people and send them off to be apart from us in their own tiny cell.
And then when they return we keep them apart by imposing restrictions on their work options, thereby limiting their financial capabilities and giving people a reason to look down on them and distance themselves from them. People just become extensions of society’s criminal justice system and they probably don’t realize it and you can’t blame them I guess but I find it kind of disgusting.
I feel kind of unique in this. Maybe it’s me and another 15% of society or so who sort of look back at society in disgust.
Why do we come up with every excuse to put distance between each other.
We build this impressive peak for everybody to climb and then the ones who make it to the top look down at all the others from their peak of righteousness and laugh and ridicule the others that were unable to attain their greatness. It’s sadistic.
It has been done intentionally
People have created an Isolationist world,
Instead of an inclusive one.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Synchronicities Bizarre Luck and Coincidences

Synchronicities Bizarre Luck and Coincidences too bizarre to be luck or coincidence.

This is uncanny and hopefully typing it out won’t jinx it.

My car waited to break down until I was somewhere people could help me.

I had my car fixed last Saturday, 6 days ago, today being Friday. I drove all week to the store and such, not a ton of driving but some. Today I drove all the way to the Ignition Interlock place to get my Interlock device reset since they unplugged the battery when they worked on my car and cutting power to the device required my coming in to have the 7 day lockout code taken off.

I pulled in to the workshop area and as I rolled in I shut off the car and coasted to a stop. The lady there asked me to turn the key to turn the power on again and the whole system was dead, no power at all.

Once the technician guy was available he looked at it for me and the battery terminals were stripped. Somehow I drove around with stripped battery terminals all week and never had any problems until I rolled in to the ingnition place and stopped. It could have happened on the way over or any of the other times I’ve driven to the store or whatnot since Saturday but I made it all the way in to these peoples’ shop and then it died.

They were able to drive me to Farm and Fleet to get a new battery and the technician guy for the interlock place installed the battery for me which was excellent especially because I hate getting dirty.

So they helped me out and I bought a battery for $68 dollars that I can’t really afford but had it happened a couple blocks earlier I would have been stuck on the street and had to get a tow not knowing the battery was the issue.

To me that’s pretty uncanny luck so I’m calling it a Synchronicity which I believe Jung coined the term having to do with uncanny coincidences and luck of that nature. A little too strange to be pure luck or not but just seems so, who knows?

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment